April 8, 2011

"I want you to know I'll always love you." - Anthony

he tells me (january 24, 2011)

(names have been replaced to protect the guilty)

he says, anthony = kristin. lust < love. love > lust.

these are the things he tells me.

january 18, 2011

i don’t want to be anywhere i’m allowed to be…just exactly where i can’t. with you.

velvet+milk

velvet tongue, skin like milk. the two together make an intoxicating duo. velvet + milk find it very trying to stay apart. like magnets, the pull becomes too heavy a burden. the surrender is the release of deprivation. a swift and whirling ride straight back to a euphoric state.

velvet + milk like the bird and the fish. the bird hovers over the waves hoping to evade water in the lungs. the fish struggles to tread water shallow enough to kiss the air.

Fake like you

You make up the truth so you can live with yourself.  I'll make up the truth so I can live without you.

Ode to Codependence

I understand why when you look at me
hurt and angry
I am both devastated and viscerally
drawn to your side.
The evidence of intensity you have for me
satisfies me in indescribable measures.
Our instant intimacy
made air like fermented fruit.
The perfume of the semblance the two of us have.
Doors shut, fears dissolve.
Sex is our sacrament.
We worship, eyes locked, then get unconscious.
You sleep and I dream.
You sleep and I wish. I wish.

harpoons

how can i have no faith in the manifestation of my desires and still crave it more than anything? evil and fickle is love. the hook dragged through creates a pain that's unbearable yet an unending fixation for more.